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Cake day: September 16th, 2023

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  • I need a 6 hour shift. 8 hours is useless. I’m not even efficient for the 8 hours. Any time above 6 hours is just power tripping, because the employees don’t even work through it, it’s just the employer demanding you are at work for that much. If I recall correctly, studies clearly show people are far more efficient with less week work hours. I have so many coworkers who stay at work longer, but they absolutely do not work. They go around chatting, playing guitar, foosball and generally fuck around. I hate the culture where being at work is valued so much more than working.






















  • I have no nation. I don’t control a government. I find it extremely naive to believe you may “fix” the west. It’s full of fascists and the population is nearly entirely complicit. All you do by continuing to spend time here is helping the fascists by being a clog funding their aparatus. If you get close to a semblance of having an impact, they **will **assassinate you, as proven many times over. I tried being politically active only to discover how deeply fascism runs in everyday people’s minds. I’m an extremely easy to identify minority wherever I go, including being an immigrant. I have no power and I see there’s no tide of change. I’m not even a pessimist, I consider myself an optimist. I hope for a multipolar world. Fascists won’t disappear in the west. Best I can do is hope I can escape.



















  • I’m not sure if I’m 4 or 5 to be honest and it’s hard to explain why, because thoughts are so intangible. I don’t have an internal monologue myself and it confuses me how people do. How can one think so slowly? I perceive my thought as a very thick, fast stream going on at all times. I’m fully aware of them, but they’re not akin to speech or images like in the 1st. They very much are and in great quantity. I have ADHD, not sure if that may affect this. The sole time I have internal voice is sometimes when I type and when I was a child and was thinking on how I should’ve approached dialogue better in retrospective. I too have issue with recognizing faces, I think it may be linked to my photophobia making me stare at the ground, because, I shit you not, I can tell everyone I know from their legs or asses alone, and I don’t stare at their legs nor asses, just look down, because it’s hard to look at the light expanses above, as it causes me eye pain. I usually also can tell people from the sound of their steps alone. I think faces aren’t as important to human recognition.