

There are more people that are like you than not. I feel more connected to humankind remembering that my lived experience is more common than the lived experiences we’ve culturally raised up as desirable.
I don’t mean to imply there’s something noble or positive about growing up without, but it makes you so much more human than otherwise. Until society is a more equitable place, the shame you felt is unwarranted. You don’t know why you have this shame and it’s because it’s not naturalistic, it’s how you (and many others) interpret growing up in bourgeois society.
I missed this but I’m glad you got it all sorted. Sometimes just talking to someone helpful and sympathetic is all you need to get priorities in order.