IDFK what the hell I am.
I believe communism can only be achieved through revolution, and that the proletariat will need to take over and control the state to protect itself from sabotage from capitalist interests at least until global communism is achieved and the infrastructure to support a worldwide mutualist society has been established, at which point the state could be dissolved.
I’m not a very good leftist, I don’t even know what I am
Why do totally arbitrary labels matter so much to you?
You’re right, it shouldn’t. Maybe I’m just looking for a way to accurately describe what I believe. I guess Marxist would be close enough.