I realize that I love my cat.
But I want another one for her.
Should I go for it?
I feel like it will help be a new beginning for me.
I just feel bad about something and guilt eats me up right now. I, well, caused a problem for my own Mom and have hurt our relationship. And I realize that now. We’ve talked about it some. We’re fine, right now, but I… feel the guilt, dammit.
Regardless, I want to at least help my current cat by giving her a new companion.
Ugh, I feel silly saying it.
I’m trying to get my cat to walk outside a bit, but no dice. They don’t like the harness. I’m getting another one.
I lived under an abusive father that was pretty superficial in their outlook, I think. I sometimes wonder if certain things I do are just “too silly.”
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